I started writing in a book I used to write everything I ate throughout the day. I called it “WIAT” What I Ate Today. Each day I would put a negative note on the top of the page. I tore it apart and started writing in it. In only a couple pages I wrote more than I could allow myself to tell anyone. I read it to myself. It was the most painful thing
Travel the world with me
To places you’ve only dreamed of
Journey to a life you’ve never had
Hold my hand and let the happiness last
Pull me close and let all troubles pass
Travel through galaxies with me
Watch the stars shine almost as bright as you
Let their beauty hypnotize you
Just as yours does to me
Escape to a paradise called love
A place I plan to build a life from
A life I pan to spend with you
A fantasy I dream of coming true
"Beginning today treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the kindness, care, and understanding you can muster. Do it without any thought of reward"
-movie theater bathroom stall
You know when people say “friends stick together through thick and thin”, well sometimes it seems like life can throw in a lot of thick, or rough, rigid, narrow.. because life isn’t just divided into two parts; “thick” and “thin”, or “good” and “bad”. Sometimes the world is thrown at us so fast and too hard we don’t even know what to do with it, so we call it bad. But sometimes life gives us a beautiful woman, who plays guitar while you draw her silhouette, or makes sunny side up eggs while you make her pork roll for the first time. And even when you don’t like eggs you let her make them for you anyway because life is too “thin” to skip out on a pork roll egg and cheese (Bonus she makes banging eggs). I don’t think people can really know you completely, your school, family, or friend persona. But I think when you can feel their heart beating and you can’t help but appreciate every individual heart beat given to them, or when you sigh for no reason just because you’re in awe over that person… it’s more than just knowing someone. It’s appreciating them. For any flaw or mistake they’ve made, you can’t help but thank them for conquering. I know battles come and go and the “War to end all Wars” just started new ones. But there are some people who are fighters and if they know it or not they will conquer.
I have never met someone so beautiful and strong and brave as this girl. I want to make records of her laugh or billboards of her smile. This is the girl that’s going to make it big one day and I know nothing will ever hold her back. I don’t know if she believes that fully, but I can feel it in my heart. She is the voice people need to hear. The songs people need to listen to.. on repeat. She is going to impact this world one way or another. I just know that. I don’t think she could ever understand how much she already has. The hearts she’s touched or the fans she’s made. But these people care about her and love her. She’s stunning.
I love her.
LEAVE HER BEAUTIFUL MESSAGES IN HER INBOX xoxo
When has it gone too far
some days are best spent inside
Hi! So we've never met, my name is Tom. I'm a friend of Ciara's and somehow just stumbled upon you blog and was like, "Hang on! I know that girl!" So really, I just wanted to say hi. :) I've heard so much about you; Ci truly thinks the world of you. So thanks for being so good to my friend, and I'm happy to have finally said hello! :)
haha hello! The pleasure is all mine, honestly. Thank you for saying hello. It’s made my day hearing that :)